Miss me? well I missed you.

Seriously, time waits for no one. Which is a fun concept to think about. No matter how good or bad something is, time will continue to move on with or without you. No matter how much you try to pause time, sit in the moment or feel something for the first time, in the back of your mind you will always be thinking about how time will continue to move.

Not to be dramatic or anything. Although at times it feel like life is happening on a loop. No rhyme or reason. Especially if you are like me and have a routine. I do the something more or less each day. I like having a routine. It gives me something to look forward to. I know what I should be doing and I know how to do it. I like being able to check things off of my list. That is what makes me happy.

I started dating again. seriously I guess. idk. I dont think I want to do this. AITAH???

Well, this is my requirement for the day. I will be forcing myself to do this every day this week. I am hoping that it will spark something inside of me that wakes me up and lets me see the brighter side of things. well life is pretty bright, I am meaning to discover my purpose, unleash the dragon.