I am on a roll here!

What’s new? I ended things with the guy. I talked to my therapist and I was right, I was experiencing love bombing. Which is not a fun experience in my opinion. it feels forceful and it really makes me feel like I am on edge. To me, he was a nice guy and the dates were fun, I was just not feeling it the way I think I am supposed to feel. It almost felt like a job. I gave it a shot but I didnt feel the spark that I wanted to feel.

It doesn’t even have to be fireworks but I at least want to feel a giddy feeling or a giggly I can’t wait to see you. Not that I didnt want to see him but I knew the more I saw him the less I wanted to be with him. Great guy just not my cup of tea.

The wonderful yet awful thing about dating online is you are able to meet so many new people until you find the person for you. Someone that you can connect with. I know some people who find their perfect match by using the apps and I know other people that get off the apps and meet their person.

There isn’t a right or a wrong way to do dating. As long as everyone is being safe and curious of each others feelings then happy dating.

I know I will continue but right now I am giving myself a little breathing room before the new date.