I didn’t want to make a big deal and honestly I’m more annoyed at myself feel. Not to say that if I didn’t feel things would be different but It’s clear as day that the fling is over and I must admit I will miss the feeling but in reality I don’t want to stick around for someone that I know will not be in my future. I am happy that I got to experience your presence but I will continue with my life as we all must do. The world keeps spinning and will continue moving whether I want it to or not. I have learned from others that sometimes you just need to move on. Staying in one position, in one mindset will only cause a decay of the brain and that is something that I can not stand for. I am not going to cry or weep or do any of those things I have done in the past. I will continue with my life just as your life will continue. As the saying goes, everything happens for a reason. This seemed so easy and carefree and that is what I want right? Easy, carefree, no strings attached. Even though the set up never mentioned no strings attached. But just as the sun goes down and rises again I will do just the same. Although, this time I don’t feel like I’m falling. I feel like I am in the same place. Not much has changed. So maybe it’s the idea of you. I haven’t really thought about a future with you only the fact that you didn’t reply. But the spectacular part of thing whole thing is I will eventually forget about you once someone else has my attention. And maybe that’s what happened with you. Someone else caught your attention. Honestly, I can’t even be upset at that. That’s what it has all come down to in this cruel culture. Keep the attention of someone long enough for them to find someone that grabs their attention more. Who’s to say what the future will be for either of us. For now we are nothing more than strangers that landed in each others world for a brief moment. The moment was a pleasure but just as planets continue in their rotation we must do the same. By this weekend (3days) you will be a distant memory. Maybe our timelines will pass again but that will be up to you. I will not be able to reach out anymore because I’ve done so. I crave the feeling of being wanted and I need you to want me more than I want you. Eventually, my fulfillment will come. On my own I fill my cup. But I believe I have two distinct cups. One, of which is my own. My own cup where I get to be selfish and not share. Then I have the other cup where I do have to share. The cup that is half empty because I have not met the other person that will fill the cup up to the brim. I have a lot of love to share and I guess this isn’t the right moment share that love. I do appreciate that there was no false hope. That there were no expectations. If anything you chased after me. But I forgot to make you chase longer because I let my guard down. Isn’t that the whole point though? To let our guard down. But honestly, who really knows. I have heard of encounters where all guards were down and life was beautiful after. I have also heard of situations where all precautions were taken, everything done by the book and ended up flopping. There really is no right or wrong way. Everything is trial and error. We have to be open to rejection and love because you can’t have one without the other.