I have dreams of becoming a writer, an author, published and read by any and everyone. The dream is big and scary. I like the way that I write but will other people. Will they hear my voice and want more or shut the pages before giving me a chance. Where do I start? I am writing now . But is this the beginning? Can I make it on the internet? What is my niche? Who am I trying to reach? When I sit down to ask myself these questions I get overwhelmed. I get scared. What if people hate me, what if I fail.

But then I have to remember, what is failure? no one in this world knows what they are doing. It seems like everything is trial and error. If it doesn’t work the first time try and try again. The ultimate goal is to write and publish and never have to step foot in a corporate office again. I am grateful to have a job especially in this economy that is able to afford me my life. Let’s be real though, none of us want to be working for someone and being told what to do.

The harsh reality is that I am the only one standing in my way. I think I am doing a great first step by being here and sharing my thoughts but I can definitely be putting in more effort.

This was just a brain dump.