Bird is the word. I have had to take a long look in the mirror to recognize that I was displaying bird behavior. Yes, me. Honestly, it’s not that shocking. I have just finally been able to put a name on what the behavior reflects.

The behavior reflects that of a bird. Now, I am on a quest to become the unbirdiest bird of all time. No longer will I be on the ground like a peacock. I will be in the sky like an eagle. Strong and sharp.

You might be asking yourself “what is a bird”?. Well, a bird is a woman that puts men and attention from men in front of her own happiness. Seeking validation from men, companionship. Creating a messy headspace trying to figure out where he is and what he is doing. Yea, it’s pretty pathetic.

So in an effort to improve my self I will be refraining from bird behavior. That is not to say I will not be dating. No, on the contrary, I will be actively dating and going on dates. I mean practice is what makes perfect. I mean, I dont actually have any suitors at the moment.

In the meantime, I am working on getting hotter and smarter. It is taking some training and redirecting but day by day I get better.